七早八早

七早八早就做了想不开的事。虽然此刻我真的没有难过。

想起 你 以前的一句话，留住了你右手边我坐过的椅子
看到 你 现在的一张照，她在你车里左手边的那曾经属于我的位置
其实没什么好说的。

一切都是过去了，不是吗？

相爱，需要两个人一起决定。
不爱，只需要一个人离开。

grizzly bear at work

and by grizzly, i actually mean grrrrrrrrzzzzzzly

ate dimsum at mongkok geylang yesterday. and hanjing that maddo (who happens to be in the same class as tingyan the other maddo) suggested ktv at kallang leisure. $8 nett for 8pm to 3am.

but we are still sane, we left at 1130pm to catch the last trains home. but by the time i'm ready for bed, it's 1.15am.

shag day today. i need cheering up. oh well, there's always whiskey chocolate, the best of both worlds. haha

beach concert

yesterday was spent at tanjong beach in sentosa and singing at chinatown. putting the two together (beach + music), i reckon we could say we had a beach party lol

the first half of the afternoon was uneventful, much to our regret, but it was always nice to see the girls. it was also good that the sun was not super bright and hot, so we could just rot and chat away on the beach. the beach was so deserted, it feels like we're in bintan again! i hate the angle of my fat face, but i love the wide smiles. also congrats to kl for winning 1st runner-up without any cramps! haha

the sentosa express had a super long queue, so we took the shuttle bus. we had to rush for dinner, because we had this crazy mad idea to have an impromptu ktv session, and we definitely we had to buy chips and KOI bubble tea. but however rushed we are, there's always time for a group photo!

yay! so we sang for 3 hours in a very small room tucked away at the back of the kitchen.

and we cabbed home after we finished singing at 12:54am- how could they have stolen 6 minutes?!!? damn tired, but a very happy saturday! =) meet up again!

there are some songs that get to me, still.
reason umpteenth why i love house:
"You either have a life with me or you have a life with him.
It’s not easy, but it’s simple."

another grumpy saturday

why does the upper management think it's ok to accept last minute stuff on a friday evening? is it cause they don't work saturdays, and i do, so they can arrow me to do it?
well, after the big fuckup the last time, i'm not going to OT for free for anyone anymore. and i have hot guys to catch today. so i'm just going to heck care.

any calls before 8am and after 6pm never EVER bode well. just more shit on my very big pile.

i need a better life.

wahaha

confirmed the hotel and ranch is booked. phew.

feeling damn rich now, maybe it's time to 2nd instalment. or maybe it's time to think about the long procrastinated item.

head not big enough yet, wear too big a hat, won't it fall off? mai stress wa lehz. i laid back de you know?

week is finally ending, yay! after 2 working saturdays, it's going to be flyaway time! somemore got imminent eye candy on the foreseeable future, life's quite good now..

=) hang in there, the rest of you!

the simplest things in life are the hardest to attain

i never wanted much power, because i know with no power, comes no responsibility. but now i am forced to be high profile. which means, a shit load of work and people to handle. knn

everytime i eat an entire bag of lays, i get a stupid ulcer on my upper gum. can't i just enjoy junk food without any guilt?

i just want to travel and forget about work, but then i have to buy souvenirs/snacks for colleagues. haiz, sometimes i wanna grumble. i'm not traveling for them, but for myself what. :(

6 poppable pimples just cause of JB air.

and i still don't have a damn hotel.

when i become a parent, i wanna be one like my parents. they are pretty damn amazing, the way they love us and don't want us to ever worry about money.

hmmm

against all odds, it seems like the general itinerary for taiwan is out.
against all odds, there is even a farm stay included. smartypants me knew my mum's itchy backside and her many patterns LOL

just by looking at the things planned, (and with the big headache gone), i'm excited, think the trip should be enjoyable for everyone.

and now i just have to settle the looming hotel problem. 2 weeks to fly! gosh, damn last minute.

muahahaha i'm going to be so proud if we don't hollan.

it's the weekend!

super glad there's no need to work after 8 days straight.. :)
Mj was delayed cos of 2 slowpokes, and i lost money again. But still, considered pretty mild and rather evenly spread out, so it was just for fun.
Inception was good, a great mindblowing movie. I like the feeling of standing in the standard formation to do a post-mortem of the show. it's kinda nice to be like part of the guys. Hahaha =p but it kinda sux to feel the acute difference of being single and attached when there isn't anyone to hold my hand during the exciting / scary parts

my type of guy

i think my type of guy is those with really really black hair. Hahaha that's all i seem to be able to deduce.
tsc tsk, dun wan play le. doesnt really mean anything. Zzzzz

i think right now i would want a boyfriend for 3 reasons:
1) a warm hug
2) carry my stuff
3) shoulder to lean on

but then,
1) i can just hug my bolster
2) i can carry my own stuff too (just buy less lor!)
3) i can lean on my brother/ pillar, or don't lean la~

super long week

i can't begin to describe how glad i am that tomorrow's friday. going to ignore all my company calls after 6pm. damn fuckanathan. RawR.

this weekend's another busy one. another mahjong session + inception movie. sunday i have to start planning taiwan trip, else we'll be stranded without anywhere to live, and risk being bored to death.

now i shall start writing my backdated post on guangzhou. LOL

energy-less

做刚今价喜席北显,哇备捆咯。zzz
Sign of age? Yday 9pm, tdy 8pm. Ultimate win. Workg on wkn is damn shag.

my busy life-part two

supposed to reach airport at 4+am, hence stayed up the whole night after reaching home to pack my luggage for guangzhou. super full from the bbq food that i couldn't stomach any more breakfast at the budget terminal.

plane was super cramped, worse than jetstar. it was probably made worse by the fact that we were seated in front of the emergency exit and couldn't recline. but we managed some shut-eye cause we were just too damn tired.

flight was 3.5 hours long and we reached at about 11am. mum's business contact picked us up at the airport and ferried us to 十甫假日酒店 holiday inn. it's kind of funny to see everything in chinese/ hanyu pinyin. it's left hand drive in guangzhou, opposite from singapore, and they regulate their roads by indicating type of vehicles and speed limit- 慢车,快车,小型车.

hotel was located right in the centre of the shopping street, which was great news for us. hahaha, but first we had to eat lunch and get some sleep.


i quite agree with mum that this fast food chain is not bad. it's called gongfu restaurant, and uses a cartoon bruce lee to advertise itself. mainly serves steamed meats with rice. 3 of us shared 2 sets (cause i was still reeling from too much bbq food, and damn sleepy), one a black pepper garlic pork, one a sesame chicken. complete with veggies, a drink and a dessert, total bill was about RMB50, which is less than SGD10. quite value-for-money where fast food is concerned.

after lunch, we just crashed. super tired. woke up to shop at the street near our hotel before eating dinner at a place called 南信. the culture in guangzhou is largely similar to hongkong. residents mainly speak cantonese, and the food is pretty much the same fare.

shopping was super cheap!!! clothes selling at below 10SGD, shoes for 7SGD, lost all sense lo! wahahaha and back at the hotel, i cajoled my brother into taking my customary shots of photographing all that we bought.


pretty much a shop and eat trip. it's not my fault that my bro bought so little, cause he wasn't looking for clothes, only jeans, bags and shoes. his stuff is nothing compared to mine. it's not my fault my mum bought so little too, because her foot was hurting more or less constantly (and she didn't want me to know) so it kinda affected her shopping enthusiasm.

what we did in the hotel after a tiring day-photo taking and hot foot bath. look at the amount of water we prepare for our day!!! street opposite our hotel sells puppies for 100SGD!!


dimsum breakfast one morning at 广州酒家, felt like noobs there, with everyone being very pro at making tea.

unglam shots--we put masks at night before we sleep!i think i tekan them too much with all the walking, they fell asleep, and i had to peel the mask off for them hahaha

i like the couples' tee my bro bought. haha cause it's so lame.


made a side trip to hongkong on wednesday, after a snap decision by my mum on tuesday night. the train from 广州东站　to hongkong　hung hom was pretty fast, about 2.5hours. but the frantic frenzy at the train station/ customs were a bit scarier than at the hongkong/macau ferry terminals. first time on a train! it was pretty clean and comfortable, although the chinese do tend to be really lllooouuuddd.

walked into ymca salisbury hoping to find a room, and i wasn't surprised there was none available. we went to check out other hotels, and so we randomly shot some things.

we finally settled on hankow hotel (now hanchung)--see my brother's happy introduction, whereas i was just being retarded LOL. located at hankow road opposite HMV, it's actually a nondescript place located on the 3rd floor with only 9 rooms. but, for 700HKD a night, it's considered cheaper than the other Tsim Sha Tsui hotels. location's not too bad, and the place was well kept.

two beds, two TVs!! the tumblers were damn cute!

we almost bought nothing in hongkong, except a bag for my bro and a dress for myself. both of us agreed that guangzhou's cheap things have spoilt us for good, we'll never look at things and think that it's cheap again. damn. fashion wise, hongkong is still better, but price wise, guangzhou wins hands down.

dinner at la vie along ladies market + dessert at hui lau shan!

dimsum breakfast again at a place called 稻香. not bad=)

two revelations made in hongkong- (1)decor of the ymca salisbury front lobby has changed drastically after renovation. (2)esprit factory outlet has closed down, and instead there's a new esprit building one street behind the orginal location. things aren't as cheap, cause it's a retail and not an outlet store.
the revelations made me realise 人事已非.EVERYTHING changes, nothing stays forever.

ate breakfast at the airport before our return flight home. super expensive!! 3 coffees, 3 sandwiches and it costs 60SGD!!! should have just ordered cup noodles on the plane la.

and our flight was delayed an hour 'due to airline arrangement'. WTF!!! mum went to buy some souvenirs, and then the 2 of them caught a nap.

managed some shut-eye on the plane, and woke to see a beautiful sky =)

before the trip, i was slightly worried because i don't know what to expect on a 5 day trip with my mother and brother. there was no itinerary, and on reaching there, did we realise there's actually no guide too. but everything turned out quite good, just that my mum drives me crazy with some of her eccentricities. maybe from this trip, i can learn some lessons, and plan a better taiwan trip. and i really must add, my bro is super nice. nice to talk to, lame with, make sarcastic comments, shop with, super filial and considerate of me and mum at all times.

really super fortunate to have him as my little bro, ♥♥♥!

must plan nicely for taiwan trip, the so rare family trip! =)=)=) i love my family!

why the fuck am i at work on a sunday?

why the fuck am i at work on a sunday? when there's actually no need to? why the fuck does my customer want to send someone down to look at our process? why the fuck is my company so in need of money they want to accept this kind of last minute shit work? and so i worked till 630pm on a saturday, and report at 830am on sunday. fmw.

or maybe it's payback for being on leave for 4 days. and i thought a 1.5 days week is sad. my entire weekend is almost fucking gone.

:( i come back to facebook and blog. hahaha

1 day work week commences tomorrow :(

re-use of old title. haha but i need to add 0.5 day more for the irritating alternate sat.

i'm bbbbbbaaaaaccccckkkkk!!!

quite glad to be back, even after considering all the following reasons- i didn't have any expectations so it didn't disappoint; i didn't kill my mum, and she didn't make me explode; we had no guide, and we still managed to survive on our own.

more another day, time to sleep. drinks tomorrow-oh yay!

my busy life-part one

it's been quite long since so many of us met up for 2b gathering. original plan was just to have an outdoor barbecue at baoying's new condo on saturday night. then mahjong was added into the picture. then we had to factor in the buying of foods. and in the end, the weather forced us indoors to spoil by's microwave oven. haha

mahjong kakis for the day were wenjin, hong and zhiyong(who managed to be only an hour late, shock!*). sit-in artist: guangyang, who only drew hong and banana, causing a furore on facebook. after losing money to yong and hong, we proceeded to buy food at tm ntuc, with a bad feeling it's gonna rain.

so we set up camp in by's house, preparing to microwave the sausages, grill the satay, and deep fry the sotong balls. one little charcoal stove was set up on the balcony for a little bit of smoke and atmosphere.


the food we bought was more than enough for all, and even included a cake for fujuan's birthday.

post-dinner activities were to occasionally stare at opposite resident's TV screen for the argentina vs germany match while playing charades. the questions set are quite fun, and the way the guys think are absolutely hilarious. totally enjoyed the game. haha

didn't manage to take photos with hong, cause we both too seh. lol

group photo 1

group photo 2

the only regret was that the night was too short, (even though we left at 1130pm)and some people had to leave early/come late. didn't get to chat with everyone and find out their updates. but it was definitely nice to see those friendly comforting faces.

holiday!

mahjong+ barbecue
guangzhou 5D4N

HERE I COME!

and drinks when i'm back hor!

miss me lots!! =p i'll try to bring something nice back!

shit la. die die die. omg. cannot be right?

and some cheena ahtiong hurt my foot. another bruise. a bad way to end a good day.

======shhhh=====
there are some songs that get to me, still.
and there are other songs that seem just right for this period in time.
and yet there are other songs that recreates memories from long ago.

你是情人还是朋友 还没勇气想的太多 你的世界如此辽阔 我会在哪个角落
i remember smsing yes i love you once before.
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌，爱得那么深，于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了回首了，却会不了神。

i could probably find someone who'll love me more, be better for me. but you would never. cause i know that despite all my shortcomings, i'm still the best.